How could you share with us about the ST?

“I will like to say thanks to the Lord for the opportunities giving me to start and do this soul treatment. I would like to bless the Lord for the life of teacher, papa Alain for everything he has done to make this treatment available to us.

I just want to say thank you once more. It was a wonderful experience and I would like to share a testimony about what happen before I left for Boston.

Then, voices started to come through my mind saying that I can reschedule to ST; I will be a bad mother if I leave that day; that I should look at the child, you cannot just leave her like this …..And so on; to the point that I started to feeling bad. There I knew I was on a battle field. I look at my child and I saw an image. In the past I can call it “myself” but now I know it was not me. Because my real self wants to be free. It was a group of personalities that were scare to leave; for I have already done everything a good mother would have done; and plus, my husband was at home.

I saw this image, it was ugly and I spoke to it. I said “leave my child because no matter what happens, I am going to Boston to receive my ST; there is no way I am going to postpone, not today, not tomorrow and I am taking you with me”.

We get home like at 4pm and my mind was set. As I was parking my stuffs to leave for Boston, Makayla got hurt and she was bleeding in her mouth. I picked her up and I said to her that I am so sorry for all this that is happening to her; but I need to go for the soul treatment because not only it is going to help me but will help her as well, her sister, her daddy and everybody.  I needed this ST very bad to be able to help create a better family dynamics for us all.

Teacher Alain did it explain to me that it happens to most parents: it is all the ugly personalities in my sub-consciousness that gathered to do anything to make me postpone the traveling and miss the moment. They come like voices and spread around like negative energies affecting others. I thank God for the strength giving me to make the decision and I know at that moment, my true self was ready to get read of these false personalities or egos.

Before we start the ST, I have being asked to put down the name of anybody that I had any problems or arguments with in the past. I made my list and it was not a joke. There were so many people. I thought I forgave them but I did not in reality. The teacher explained to me that they were prisoners in my heart or subconscious mind and I was a prisoner with them since I am the awareness they survive with. So we needed to go and free all of them and free me as well by traveling into my subconscious mind through meditation. I understood that they became so strong because I fed them with life in me until I have nothing left for myself. That is why I am always tired, exhausted, and sick.

The soul treatment made me realize how many personalities I have leaving in me that are blocking my true self to operate freely and powerfully, my talents to blossom and spoiling my relationship with God and people. I understood that I had so many people that are dictating my conducts, characters, my feelings, my everything; that I was not living my life but so many other people’s life that I captured in my Soul because they did something to me or to my mother. I fed them with life and energy for many years and allowed them to grow and take over my mind in a way that I cannot even think, act, feel, and talk for myself. I was deeply sad because there were so many and I asked if they will all go away. I kept so many people in my heart, thinking I have forgiven them.  But glory be to God who give us hope in Christ in us.

The first experience took us to meet my divine-self first. She was the one that will take me to the “prison city” I built in me to liberate me and others. We met her and she was the most amazing “me”, something I’ve never seen. Well this is the first time. But I did not know how glorious, peaceful, gracious my inner-self could be. Her clothe and her skin were one, lightning and music coming out of her. Such a peace and love in her. Very quiet though.

She took me into herself (I became one with her) and she took me to the dark prison city. Operation liberation begins…lol with teacher Alain directing me.

We get to a dark room filled with people in chains. The first person I saw was a woman that my mother took in to help when she had nowhere to go but who took her place in the house before she even died. I hated that woman so much that I could sometimes go to the house and just ignore her. She was 8 months pregnant when my mother, still married to her husband, died in pain.

For that reason I cannot even hear her talking to me during the ST. She was just a nobody to me. I saw not only her in chains but myself in chains as well.  My divine-self told me to tell her exactly what she did to hurt me. And I told her how I felt. But I was there to free her and free me too. After I told her that I am letting her go, the chains fell from both our hands. I told her to go and she did.

We went through another door where I saw my neighbors from Lome, West-Africa, when I was 12 years old. They use to lie about me, say stuff about me. Their sister abused of me as servant in her hair salon. They were four of them and I let them go free as well after doing everything that teacher Alain guided me to do.

In the 3^rd door we open I saw my mother’s husband in there. He couldn’t look at me. My mother was seating at the edge of the bed crying. When I saw her, it was unbearable. The pain, the shame, the suffering she’s being through was just intense. My Divine-self told to put them together. My mother was crying so hard that I couldn’t take it no more. I had to go. I had to get out of that room. Teacher Alain pulled me out and let the divine bring me back to where she found me. Then he brought me back. I came back and my body was so much in pain, my heart was beating so fast. I cried like I never did before. I never knew that all the events we go through in life could affect us that much and bring such a strong emotion out of us years later.

I asked myself so many questions. Some of them were when I am going to free this entire people and take care of me? Why the divine self does have to leave anything I was to come out of meditation? Why can’t she stay with me? What can I do? At first I was devastated. Papa Alain explained to me that it is a process that will take time but we have to hurry. That after we take care of all the negative stuffs in me, then I will become like her (divine self) and be like her.

The need and the desire to be free grow stronger than ever. All I know is that these personalities possess my mind and my body, and my heart in a way that nothing that I used to do, is from me. We did more sessions. One of them was me going back to the room where I left my mother and her husband to allow them to free themselves, free me and lead my mother to a better place, a better vibrational environment. She is there now happy and free. At a point, I did want to come back. I just wanted to stay with my divine-self. So wonderful!

I now try to witness all the rest of them (personalities), making a pause and really ask myself who is this talking, feeling, or thinking before I do everything. I take my time; I don’t rush any more for anything. It is challenging sometime but because my Christ is everywhere with me and in everything I see and do, it’s possible. She (Christ-self) reminds me and shows me the picture quickly of who is doing what now through me. I am more aware than before. I have more sessions coming up.”